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Skittish
Skittish Skittish We are prosperous individuals successful in work owning those things we want we our bills and taxes drive responsibly on the roads and can stare down a drunk or an urban situation unsettling sleep well through thunder at night believe we know what is wrong and right and yet I sit here skittish waiting for you at this table coffee slurped down eagerly the wash of it against my teeth the of caffeine on my tongue I can see every entering and leaving any shadow or movement makes me twitch look up and wonder if this is you arriving I was or am minutes early and we have conversed a hundred time before I know if you have siblings the name of your pet how your work irks you and the people you avoid because they bring you down I know the websites you visit for your news of the world if you are a girly girl or something else i know so much and your photo studied as if it were an exam for which I had my life to cram looking and trying to aertain if your eyes are blue brown or tan and is that hair colour natural and will your hair cut be the same when was the photo taken was it when you were overjoyed or just feeling plain I have realised I don't know you when we meet what will we feel and then you are at the doorway and I realise you feel the same and soon we will both have to reveal our inner selves and more than said our body language will be read how we act towards others measured and you sit down across from me and you note my empty coffee and we use the moment to say hello as we a waitress over to order for you your first and for me another drink and I am feeling skittish my heart racing twice as fast as it would normally beat am I sweating as if Summer are my palms damp and cold should I meet just your eyes oh god am I staring should I look over all of you am I admiring or leering what do I say to explain which will not sound self serving and something not plain as I am feeling skittish and you have not yet said a word beyond hello and already I am wanting to follow your conversations over the edge of the world to the very end. Thoughts in sensual pleasure to erotic writing writ. Feel free to travel - click - to my blog: An exploration introduction |
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indeed it disappears afterwards....but just before....all is in the air, the pitch has not been cast, the hockey puck not unwrapped, the final triple axle not performed... Thoughts in sensual pleasure to erotic writing writ. Feel free to travel - click - to my blog: An exploration introduction
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You have that feeling down pat and describe it perfectly Mulleen. Thoughts in sensual pleasure to erotic writing writ. Feel free to travel - click - to my blog: An exploration introduction
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This was a bit too long Thanks for the comment. Thoughts in sensual pleasure to erotic writing writ. Feel free to travel - click - to my blog: An exploration introduction
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This was a bit too long
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nothing Caledonian here I do mean skittish, as in nervous... Thoughts in sensual pleasure to erotic writing writ. Feel free to travel - click - to my blog: An exploration introduction
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