The Agony of Her Death: A Valentine's Day Remembrance of My Daughter  

mrscott62 55M  
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2/14/2018 5:47 pm

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The Agony of Her Death: A Valentine's Day Remembrance of My Daughter

The Agony of Her Death
A Valentine's Remembrance
of My Daughter

I miss the warmth of her gentle caress
and the softness of her sweet kisses
upon my cheek.

I can no longer bear to live anymore
because the royal realm of my heart's
joy has become enshrouded by the fiery
mists of utter sorrow.

No happiness can be found within my
broken soul for it is compassed about
by the dark armies of painful loss.

My mind lies mortally wounded upon
the bloody battlefields of terrible
discontented agony and stormy travail.

Ravenous agony gnaws at my guts and
strangles my senses and the dark legions
of unbearable dismay beguile me.

Their fiery arrows destroy the golden castle
of my peaceful existence upon this earth for
her untimely and senseless death has left
me wallowing helplessly in the sack cloth and
cold ashes of bitter mourning because she has
been forever taken from me.

This poem was written about the horrible death of my and only daughter.

Dawna Sue back on this date in 2001. She died due to the midwife's stopping the birth process. Dawna Sue died on Feb. 14, 2001 because of an infection that she would never have suffered if the birth had been allowed to take place.
So today is a day of remembrance and bitter sadness for me instead of a day of happiness.
Today would have been her 17th birthday and that makes me even more bitter and sad today as I think about what she'd have been like and of all that she may have d in her life and of the great joys and thrills she would have given my wife and I.

So despite my sadness I wish all of you a very Happy Valentine's Day.

I Love You Dawna Sue!

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TrucknLuvn 53M/35F  
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2/15/2018 9:13 pm

My heart goes out to you. There is no greater pain than suffering the loss of a child. I am truly very sorry. My husband and I went through a miscarriage a little over a year ago. Although it's not quite the same, we understand your pain. He was my rock through that very tough time, even though he was hurting as much I was. People seem to forget that a Dad feels the pain and sorrow of such a loss as well.


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mrscott62 replies on 2/15/2018 10:11 pm:
Thank you very much.

author51 55F  
50939 posts
2/15/2018 1:24 am

    Quoting mufdiver69er2:
    i have absolutely no words..except may god bless you..and her..

One can never have enough JOY in their life...

mrscott62 replies on 2/15/2018 3:42 pm:
Thank you my friend!

prohibitedtyme 40F  
180 posts
2/14/2018 7:29 pm

My condolences to you. I have been told there is no loss like that of a parent losing a child, and I hope I never have to go through that. May God keep you in your time of weakness.

mrscott62 replies on 2/15/2018 12:36 am:
Thank you so very much.

mamacita38dd 39F  
33700 posts
2/14/2018 7:25 pm

I'm so sorry my love. I know she's watching over you and loves you. I'm here if you need anything my love

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mrscott62 replies on 2/15/2018 12:39 am:
Thank you my love.

redrockrascal 59M
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2/14/2018 6:42 pm

Sorry to hear this, I can't imagine how tough it must make Valentine's Day. Be well.

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mrscott62 replies on 2/15/2018 12:40 am:
Thanks Red.

WhisperyAgain 56F  
17 posts
2/14/2018 6:31 pm

Have comfort that she is watching over you

mrscott62 replies on 2/15/2018 12:40 am:
Thank you. I know that she is.

WhisperyAgain 56F  
17 posts
2/14/2018 6:28 pm

So sorry

mrscott62 replies on 2/15/2018 12:41 am:

mufdiver69er2 57M  
916 posts
2/14/2018 6:11 pm

i have absolutely no words..except may god bless you..and her..

mrscott62 replies on 2/14/2018 6:17 pm:
Thank you that is so very appreciated.

mrscott62 55M  
5292 posts
2/14/2018 6:02 pm

I am very sad today and am missing my little Dawna Sue so much. This would have been her senior year in High School. It burdens my heart when I think of all that she didn't get to do, but God has a reason for all things and she is in his loving arms even now.
At least she was safe from all of the horrors and bad things this world has to offer. I thank god for at least having the opportunity to have loved such and angel and to have at least hold her for a few minutes. God bless everyone.

" May you know the sweet joy of sexual contentment." mrscott62

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